Be Careful With What You Wish For

I had a hard time sleeping last nite.

Siang smalam ada la berlaku insiden expose mistik kat skolah I.

I kan penakut kekdahnya, bila tak  boleh tido sendiri rasa ngeri.

I wish my husband is around.

Huhu.

I teringat a few years back when I just graduated.

I did a part time job with ACNielsen - have heard about it?

It is a global marketing research firm. Alah, glemer la kompeninya.

Kerja I ialah we were assigned a certain area, bawak survey form pastuh mintak la pengguna yang ada particular categories fill in. Kerja dia sangat flexible la in term of masa kerja, yang penting within due date ko dah siapkan.Produk yang I ingat pernah buat kotex la. I buat part time tuh within 2 months je kot. Lepas tuh balik Perlis. 

I remembered sorang kakak neh. She was a divorcee with a son. Rasanya masa tuh dia dah late 30 kot and his son was belasan tahun kalo tak silap. She raised her son by herself la. Her bonding with with her son sangat la close.Time tuh I sedang hati patah and I rasa macam best jadik single mother. And I wish to be a single mother. Tapik I mungkin lupa kalo nak jadik single mother still la I need a husband to be a mother. Ingat omputeh ke.

Eh?

Tapik I rasa, Allah nak bagik I rasa macam mana keadaan tuh so that I akan sedar macam mana kondisi sebenar kehidupan itu. As my wish granted, I rasa sangat bersyukur dengan apa yang I ada sekarang. I might be alone occasionally but still I have my husband to turn to compared to other single mums out there. Even there were times when I feel like my heart shattered into a million pieces, I still reminded myself to treasure my life as there are others who are suffering worse. 

Our attitude towards life determines life's attitude towards us.

John N.Mitchell

Thank you Allah.

So everyone, 

Do appreciate what you have and be careful for what you are wishing.

You would never have known what you have until you lost it...

Btw, Umi and Mikhael had fun with Babah last weekend:)

Muka ketat Mikhael.

My treasure - Mereka berkongsi muka ketat yang sama. Haha.

Muka belemoih awal pagi at up town.

Kosentret sangat mereka.